Wednesday 26 September 2012

sentap!!

assalamualaikum...
dh pkol 3 suku tp mta neyh still trbka luas...
seluas lautan pasific...
nk taw knpe???coz....
refer 2 the title above....
nk dgn spe aq xsure...
rse cm rmai je yg nk cri psai ngn aq skrang...
or behavior aq neyh trok gler...
maybe dh lme kot aq trlalu hepi ngn life aq...
tetbe rse trbban sewel serabot...
i need sumbady ryte now...
woi mgkuk...
dh bpe kali aq sentap ngn ang...
bru kali neyh aq rse ang dpt tgkp...
tlong larh weyh...
aq dh pnat lyan ang...
ble ang ssah aq tlong je...
ble aq ssah tggai cm 2 je...
siap sentap lg dowh ngn aq...
ptot nyer aq yg kne sentap...
asai tkaq plak neyh???
woi gmok...
ang aq taw ske cri psal ngn  owg...
tp aq rse ang slap bsaq cri psal ngn aq...
ang engt ang gmok aq tkot ke???
kalo rse ang baik perfect abeh...
just keep ur mouth shut...
ngn sbok hal owg len....
busybody hal sndri ckup...
aq dpt taw ang 2 xlolz pnday sngt....
over je lbih...
drpd always ang ktok2 owg...
its better if u study hard...
and get better result...
ang jgak dpt benefit...
owg len pown xgila lyan ang...
k lolz...nyamok dh mggila neyh...
better aq msok tdo...
klas esok kol 8...
kang kalo xp kne BAR plak...
dh bubye...mornink geng!!!



Sunday 16 September 2012

roleplay

assalamualaikum..
hyep geng!!sorry dh lme aq x mnconteng ye..
busy ckit lolz..biase lolz..
ngn pe??hurm..pe lg..
ngn roleplay trchenta..
pnat siot dowh..
stiap mlm blek lwat..
dh 2 kali aq pnjat tmbok cause blek lmbt..
pn2 kunci dowh..
mak guard pown owg ktok bknnyer nk bkak..
sure tgh membongkang..mengangkang tdo..
tp pnat aq brbaloi..
aq syok sngt ngn group aq..
dy owg sume best2..
even awai2 dlu cm hambar ckit..
lme2 best dowh..syg gler kt dy owg..
credit to mdam hanan coz bg task neyh..
aq lolz aq brcomunikasi ngn brothers..
kalo dlu aq kaku je..hambar..
now rse nyer dh ok kot..
sronok sbnaq nyer kwn ngn bro..
hdup x hmbar..
hepi je memanjang..
dh rse cm dok kt sggs dlu plak..
sem neyh aq mkin mennjukkn blang ye..
bnyk kali dh wt jhat..
x bleyh bla..
tlong doakn roleplay kte owg ye..
tkot plak hari dh nk dkat..
hrap2 sume ok2 je..
no fighting2..no sentap2..
n hope many people came and watch the roleplay..
xcually a musical theater..
conducted by mak hayam..
and starring by anak2 hayam ye..
2 je lolz kot nk gtaw..
nnt kalo ad pape yg mnarik aq share lg ye..
k bye dh mngntok sngt neyh..

Monday 9 July 2012

be mine...

neyh tjuk lgu yg aq tgh dgr skrang...
best jgak lgu neyh...
comey...sweet...
aq dpt lgu neyh dr baby....
thanks bg lgu neyh kt aq...
so meaningful...
xcually aq xtaw nk mnconteng pe...
still cm arie 2 tgh tggu kwn aq brdiskusi...
xtaw lolz ble dy nk abeh...
yg group aq plak tjok pown tadak lg...
2 yg bowink thap cipan neyh...
esok klas pown sejam..
tp spoil sggh awai pg kot...
pas 2 msti lpo...
kn dh kne breakfast...
slalu lunch tros je...
elaun still xmsok...
so mood nk brsosial mmg xde lolz...
arie neyh bufde adeq...
dy dpt kol free xkol aq pown...
pnat aq tggu...
aq kn kakak dy...hrgai lolz aq skit...
asai tetbe aq touching neyh...
awkward gler kot???
miss him kot...
n of course my parent as well...
ble lolz dpt blek penang...
td dpt chat ngn kwn lme...
umah dkat2 tp 7 taun aq xtgo dy...
pas aq msok asrama mmg aq kreng kluaq umah...
kwn2 lme aq lpe cm 2 je..
xcually bkn lpe tp mlu nk tgo...
mafia pown aq prasaan mlu ke???
dh mmg aq x siuman dok sowg2 kt block c neyh...
hujan diluaq aq skit tkak didlm...
puasa aie neyh  cm nk bkak je..
nsib klas aq sblh pg je..
so ptg pas zhur tdoq smpy asar...
pnat btok..neyh msti coz ubt tlnga 2...
sya lolz neyh...
aq xmau ltak dy pkse2 jgak..
knn aq dh skit...
aq akn jgkitkn pnyakit aq kt dy...
bru taw azab seksa yg aq tggung...
dh lolz pnat aq menaip neyh...
nk tgk muviee plak loolz...
selamat malam...
salam Ramadhan....

Wednesday 4 July 2012

nisfu syaaban

assalamualaikum...
hyep sejok beno malam neyh...
wndoo nk menconteng kat blog neyh...
lme gler rase nyer dh tak berkarya...
esok nisfu syaaban...
lagi 2 minggu dah nak puasa..
tak sabar nyer nak sambut puasa...
yang 2 memang lolz best...
tapi ada juga yang beta khuatirkan,,
elaun nape xmasok2 lagi???
udah nak dekat sebulan kawe dok sini...
tapi habok pown takde..
udah lolz sem lepas pnjang..
duit banyak guna...
xde balance pown 4 survive dis sem...
mintak cepat lolz elaun masok..
doa2kn ye...
dis sem pown den kona berlakon jgak..
tapi dah ditunda ke lepas rya..
yeah......yeah.....
syiok tak terkata...
tapi my group is the only group yang wt lpas rye...
group len sume wt b4 mid sem...
kte owg kne wt scrapbook dlu...
okeyh lolz...
dah tak taw nak mengarut pe lagi neyh...
nanti kalo ada kelapangan...
adalah 2 contengan baru...
selamat berpuasa sunat dan selamat malam...

Thursday 10 May 2012

~kisah duka~

My mom only had one eye. I hated her… She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, ‘EEEE, your mom only has one eye!’

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ‘ If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?’

My mom did not respond… I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, ‘How dare you come to my house and scare my children!’ GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!’

And to this, my mother quietly answered, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,’ and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

‘My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I’m sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see……..when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.’

Wednesday 9 May 2012

~kosong~

assalamualaikium...
lme dh rsenyer aq x update blog neyh...
mklum lolz just gne wifi u je...
wifi neyh cm chipsmore lolz...
kjap ade kjap xde..
nk 2leyh pape pown xtaw...
now nk study week...
dok gler study lolz neyh...
ye lolz 2 kn???
aq dok gler lyan movies ade lolz...
dh xtaw nk study pe...
better lyan lwak ke der ke...
maharajalawak ke...
hindustan pown okeyh lolz...
roomate aq bru bngn...
pnat tggu dy lpo gler neyh...
nk kne p ATM kluaqkn duit dlu...
mlah lolz joh sngt msin 2...
mleh aq nk jln..
wish me luck okeyh esok 4 last paper..
rse cm nk kluaq awai je esok...
xmo hdap paper 2 lme2...
esok xm lusa blek penang...
yeah!!yeah!!yeah!!
xsbaq nyer nk g skool...
jmpa achik bg adiah...
jmpa kengkwn ckgu2...
plg pntg nk amek sijil SPM...
blek uma jmpa mama abah adeq adam...
wndoo gler kt dyowg...
PENANG wait 4 me k??
dh lolz xtaw nk mrapu pe dh...
btw aq tg skit tkak neyh...
mnum air wter cooler lolz...
prit nk mampos rse...
dh lolz nk smbg record lgu bru...

Tuesday 1 May 2012

~first love~

monday, im waiting...
tuesday, im still waiting to see...see...see...
if you are fine...
wednesday, you are still not here...
neither in morning nor later...
thursday, is also empty...
friday or saturday or even sunday...
none of the day that i dont miss you...
none of the day that you will come back...
to be in our old days...
how long it will be like this?
i dont know...
how many months or years?
how many billions of our past memory?
i never dont miss you...